How I survive

Dark lips, bloodred eyes

Face like a ghost

But ''still alive''
Like it's written
On my window

Playing Cassie

Sweet lunacy

Slowly wander

Seeking beauty

Dance just like her

Read poetry

So I can see

Above despair

That my soul bears

There, is beauty

For only one moment free me

Please make my memory blur

My poisoned joy, my dear

My hazy friend, ''Jägermeister''

Losing my head in the shower

Freedom couldn’t be better

The door open

In the wide sun

Writing letters you'll never read

Invent the perfect sentences for me

Fairy tales and love stories

Because I still need to believe

Hear some angels’ whispers

Healing a part of my sorrow

Sew myself a whole new heart

That will never really beat

Fall half in love with some parts

They can be so sweet

Become the beloved one

Be cherished of all

In my brand new world

Life after your void

After my fall

Sitting in the stairs

Look through high windows

Salvation of the sun

Walk to the garden

So much beauty hidden

Never felt greater freedom

Sunny spring days

I will always
Remember thee

Survive beautifully

As far as can go my feet

On Oblivion street

Do the perfect dance, give everything I could

My war in the lyrics

My blood in my moves

Melodies to fly

And soldier songs

So, head high

I can go on

Pray for the lake

To stay frozen

So I won’t drown

Pray for the snow

And see it fall

As my wish

Defy the Wind

Become the Winter

The Cold is my gift

Cross the line

Break the circle - do everything

Try to save one by one all the stars you're burning

Cause each of them is a piece of my being

And it's my only hope to stay alive

All these little moments

This is how I survive.

Marie T., 20 mai 2015 & 2 février 2017